Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
Found this at wishafriend.com . I was born on 10th of August 1979 - sama besday ngan Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim ..hehe..so my personality mmg merely like him. Except , i'm not a Dato' yet.heh..
Yg ni lebih kurang mcm yg Dato' Fadilah Kamsah penah cerita ..personaliti melalui bulan kelahiran ..Most of this betul2 kene ngan batang hidung bim sendiri .
VERY AMBITIOUS - yes , I AM. Once upon a time , I really want to be a DR. I was a very excellent student,i should say and I made it to medical school ..but something happen , i drop out med shcool. Did I regret everything? NO. I accept everything as Qada' and Qadar. I've learn so much, and life teach me a lot . Now, I'm blessed with a simple life, simple job , a husband and a loving family. Moreover, I dont think I can be a good DR. I dont have that X factor every DR should have. Even with this simple job , I'm very ambitious. I have a 5 years plan. Within this 5 years I should achieve all of this :-
1. Disahkan jawatan - year 1 2. Lulus BITK - year 1 3. Aras 4 PTK - year 2 ( need to sah jawatan 1st , baru bleh ambik ptk ) 4. Lulus ujian KPSL either W27 or N27 - year 3 - i dont want to be a W17 for the rest of my life.. 5. Naik pangkat at least W22 or better N27/W27 - year 4 6. achieve all of the above in less than 5 years.
Setakat ini, Alhamdulillah , Allah permudakan segalanya bagi aku. Except I fail my w27 exam.hahaha.because i dont have any basic in account.so mmg takleh jawab.No.5 & 6 je tinggal. naik pangkat mungkin lambat sbb perlu pengalaman lebih dari ape yg aku ada. Will I achieve the no.6 ?? Doa2kan lah yer..semoga Allah murahkan rezki aku..
GOT JEALOUS EASILY, GOT ANGRY EASILY - hehe..ni mmg betul. jealous mungkin kurang la sbb i'm kinda berlagak tough skit..but angry , susah nak ckp. i'm very fierce - a lion ( LEO ) mcm tu la kan. sometimes ppl takut nak ckp ape2,bcause i'm the lion. but i think this kind of attitude perlu ada kalau nak jadi ketua. bukan la marah or garang tak tentu pasal. I'm trying to learn how to control my temper ..especially after getting married..
VERY GENEROUS - this is one of my problem. I love giving "almost anyone" my money.i dont know why. it's not in my gene anyway.bila my mom citer pasal kawan dia susah ke ape ke..i offer myself to help,even tak kenal pon,just my mom yg kenal. it's good to be generous , but kdg2 org ambik kesempatan kan?
BORN TO BE SUCCESSFUL - i love this word..ehehe..hopefully betul2 la born to be successful..
OBSERVANT - I'm very observant. i've learnt so many thing in life just from my observation. if u really think what happen infront of u , u'll know what i mean.
CARING AND LOVING - oh yeah, i'm very caring and loving..hahah..despite of being very the garang ..i'm a loving person. dont believe me ? ask my husband :D~
xx signed off at 1/08/2009 03:51:00 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
Assalamualaikum and good day ..
MIMPI, orang slalu kata mimpi itu mainan tidur..betul ker?ataupun mimpi sbnrnyer ingin menyampaikan sesuatu maksud ? ataupun sbb terlalu banyak berfikir tntg sesuatu perkara, terbawak2 ke dlm mimpi ? which one is the truth ?
Dulu aku slalu mimpi benda bukan2..masa skolah aku slalu mimpi jatuh gaung..almost every night ..and it was very scary..feels like betul2 jatuh ..even tersentak ..
The variation of intensity kejatuhan tu pon berlainan..kadang2 mcm skit jer..kadang2 mcm jatuh teruk ...this dream really scares me off..so I ask my ustazah once..
She said that I should seek for apologize from my parent...dia kata mungkin aku ade kcikkan ati mak bapak aku , or being too stubborn , never listen to them ..in a simple word -" anak derhaka.
YES. it's true..masa zaman remaja , i'm a bad daughter. I dont listen, I just rebel. I think ,everything in my life is not fair. I hate my father , dia suka marah2 my mom, and us. But he NEVER beat us . Owh, maybe ONCE . tu pon sbb adik aku yg lelaki jatuh dlm longkang masa main ngan aku. jadi bapak aku marah , blame it on me sbb tak tgk2 kan adik . I hate him more.
Because of the hateness..I can't have a good relationship with my father. walaupon dia ckp baik2 , I still feels like sangat2 menyampah ..I'm full of anger..Lucky that I stayed with my grandparent during primary school and dok asrama masa sek menengah ..So I dont have to see my father's face everyday ..
The more I hate my father , the intensity of fallin in my dream becomes worse..kadang2 terlanggar batu la,kayu la..gaung kan..
When I started working year 2004 , mimpi tu mcm makin berkurang. i believe that have something to do with my relationship with my dad. Bila bapak dah makin tua, aku rasa mcm kesian sangat kat dia. Bila dah kerja , baru aku paham mcm mane bapak uruskan duit gaji nye yg skit tu untk family kitorang yg besar. Now I understand the pain that my father keep inside him , and why he's full of temper when i was young. Maybe Allah swt nak tunjukkan pada aku apa yg bapak aku rasa selama ni , I'm merely like my father now.
After I got married last year , I never have that dream anymore. Alhamdulillah.
Beside that dream , i always dream about gigi tertanggal ..bukan patah, tapi tertanggal mcm luruh camtu ..sangattt banyak ..bukan sebatang dua je, seluruh gigi biasanya gigi atas..bila pegang je tercabut..then slalunye mimpi tu mesti sampai penuh tangan ngan gigi yg tertanggal tu ..
At first , i think that's funny ..but when i make some reseacrh , googling and asking the older, they said there's nothing funny bout that. mimpi gigi tertanggal tu maksudnye badan byk penyakit, tak sehat. Again , YES. I'm not in a good health. I dont really care bout what i eat , what i've become, how obese i am , if i have my menstrual that month or not..I dont really care.
Until I get married and started to feel I really want to have my own baby. Then I start to change everything. from what I eat,how much i eat , exercising and so on. 2008 was the starting year, a real one. and again , its been about half year i didnt get this dream ..
Adakah semua tu kebetulan ? ataupun sbnrnye mimpi mmg menyampaikan sesuatu maksud?
terpulang pandangan masing2. Yang baik kita ambik , yg buruk kita jadikan sempadan ..
xx signed off at 1/05/2009 08:48:00 AM
Friday, January 2, 2009
Regards. This blog will be my place to share my thought..serious one.hehe. I'll write about anything I want , whenever , wherever and whatever i want.. So if u dont like anything that i wrote here , there's nothing I can do. ;) for the others, Thank you for stoppin by .